The host of Author's Blog, Brenda C Mohammed, a Readers' Favorite Award Winner, and multi-award winning author, published 60 books. She is the Founder of the Facebook Forum, How to Write for Success Literary Network, President of The International Chamber of Writers and Artists for Trinidad and Tobago, and President of UHE- Trinidad and Tobago.
Let’s ring out the old and ring in the new.
It’s time to step out of the familiar shoe.
2023 was great but it’s time to move on.
In 2024 there’s lots more to be done.
*
Let each day count in the New Year.
Start each day with a fervent prayer.
Formulate a plan and leave no room for regrets.
Make new memories that you’ll never forget.
*
Don’t allow discouragement to drown your dreams.
Stick to your New Year's resolutions by all means.
It may seem that life is slowly ebbing away.
Make the effort and remember hard work always pays.
Copyright@ Brenda Mohammed
After I worked for seven years at Barclays Bank DCO, the Head Office advised me that I was entitled to four months long leave commencing in June. I was entitled to a travel grant to visit any country, and full pay for the four months. It sounded amazing.
I told my father and he suggested that I visit my sister
and her family in Germany. He said that since the bank would bear the cost of
the trip, I should make use of the opportunity. My sister and her husband were living
in quarters at the Royal Air Force in Wildenrath, Germany.
As it would have been my first trip, the Branch Manager suggested
that I should travel with a girl he knew at another branch who was also granted
long leave.
I agreed to meet her and he arranged for us to discuss
plans. Her name was Sylvia, and she said that she had relatives in New York and
Toronto, and friends in London, so we added those places to our itinerary. I
convinced my father to allow me to go to those other cities. He suggested that
we invite her to our home to have lunch, as he and my mother wanted to get to
know her.
Sylvia was a very amiable young woman who had travelled
before and my father liked her right away. He felt at ease that I would be in her
capable company and that she would be my travelling companion.
In June, my father drove me to the airport, and my mother
and sisters accompanied us. Sylvia was at the airport with her relatives also.
When Sylvia and I entered the British Airways plane, I said
to myself, “Hello world. Here I come.” It was my first trip on a plane and I
was very relaxed. The air hostesses served us with lots to eat and drink. It
was very different in those days compared to nowadays, where they no longer
serve food on a plane.
When we landed in New York at John F. Kennedy Airport, my
friend’s cousin and her husband were there to greet us. I was meeting them for
the first time and they were friendly. They drove us to their home in Jamaica
in Queens New York. Jamaica was a middle-class neighborhood where many
immigrants lived. They had a nice home and they gave me a separate room from
Sylvia’s. I was homesick as I missed my parents, brothers, and sisters.
The following day, Sylvia’s cousin took us to the city on
the bus and we went shopping. When we
were returning home on the bus, we had to stand, as there were no vacant seats.
The next day the whole family went to see a fantastic
musical show at the Radio City Music Hall on Broadway, and afterwards, we had
dinner at a fancy restaurant. I enjoyed the show and the dinner was sumptuous.
Every day we went to see a new interesting place and I was
enjoying our stay in New York. One day we went to Chinatown in downtown
Manhattan. It rained that day and was crowded. Many people were shopping. I
never liked crowded places and I felt sick. After buying fish, she took us back
to her home. When we returned home I became sicker, and after eating dinner, I
went to bed.
The next day we boarded a flight to Toronto. I was feverish
and cold and wore a sweater but that did not help me to feel better. When we
landed in Toronto, it was cold and windy and I felt worse. Sylvia’s brother drove
us to his apartment. He said the apartment was small and could only accommodate
two people so he stayed next door with his friend. It was very nice and
considerate of him. He promised to call a doctor to visit me as he saw how ill
I was. He told me to lie down and rest and cover up with a blanket. I did that
and fell asleep.
When I woke up, I coughed a lot and my nose was swollen.
The doctor came just as I awoke, and Sylvia brought him into the bedroom to see
me. She was worried about my illness. The doctor gave me an injection and
tablets and told me to rest. He said I needed to stay in bed for one week as I
had a bad case of the flu. My heart sank. We were staying for one week in
Toronto and I had to be confined to bed. Sylvia was disappointed and so was I.
We had planned to have a lot of fun, as her brother was also a fun-loving
person. What a damper!
The following day I received a letter from my father. There
was no electronic mail in those days. He wanted to know if I was enjoying
myself. I could not hide the truth from him and I replied to him telling him I
was ill with the flu and confined to bed.
His reply was quick as I received a letter from him before
the end of that week. He said if I wanted to return home I should change my
flight arrangements and go back home. I knew I could not do that and leave
Sylvia alone, so I replied and told him I was going ahead with our plans. It
was an opportunity of a lifetime and I wanted to go through with it.
Despite the doctor’s orders to stay in bed, I joined my
friend and her brother for drives around the city in his car. We took photos at
Couching Park and Yorkville and walked on Yonge Street. I could not appreciate the beauty of the
city, as I was feeling too weak and ill. I did not even care to look at the
shops and did not buy a souvenir there.
I was still ill when we flew to London. It was a long
flight, but I slept on the plane. We arrived there early in the morning and we
took a cab to the Royal Overseas League where we spent the week.
The Royal Overseas League is a non-profit Commonwealth
private members’ organization, and both my friend and I became members of that
League before our trip. It was a beautiful hotel with luxury accommodations
overlooking Green Park in London.
We had booked a lovely spacious room for two with a Roman
bathroom. The warm weather in London was like home in Trinidad. I felt better
right away but still went to see a doctor. He gave me a new medication and
within two days, I was as good as new.
Sylvia was happy
that I was well again. We explored all the popular sites in London. Two other
friends joined us. We took photos on the Bridge of the River Thames and had fun
at Battersea Park. We visited the beautiful Kew Gardens, shopped on Oxford
Street, and rode in the double-decker buses. The mini dress and wedged heel
shoes were the latest crazes in London, and my friend and I stocked up our
wardrobe with lovely mini dresses and wedge heel shoes to take back to
Trinidad. I was having a grand time and was glad I did not cut the trip short
to return home.
Soon the day came for our trip to Germany. We took the bus
to the airport and that was a big mistake. There was a massive pile-up of
traffic along the way and the bus took double the normal time to get to the airport.
We missed our flight to Germany. When we arrived at the airline counter, the
clerk told us that the flight had just taken off and that they would
accommodate us on the next available one, which was leaving in two hours.
We had no choice but to wait, so we sat down at one of the
airport restaurants and had something to eat until it was time to board.
Meanwhile, my brother-in-law, Cyrus, was waiting at the Dusseldorf airport in
Germany for us. He had checked and found out we missed the first flight and would
be on the next one. Soon it was boarding
time. The boarding clerk announced that passengers should board the plane. We
were excited. The most significant part of our adventures was about to begin.
The flight was not long and it was pleasant.
When we landed at the Dusseldorf airport Cyrus was there
waiting for us. We apologized to him for having him wait long but he said he
understood. He told us my sister was at home. She was looking forward to our
arrival. I had not seen Rose in six years since she left to live in London and
moved to Germany. I too could not wait to see her.
As Cyrus was in the
Royal Air Force, they lived in the camp in Wildenrath in a beautiful two-storey
house. The weather was lovely and Rose and their two children whom I had never
met before were at the door to meet us.
They greeted us and hugged us. The children were very nice
and talkative. We sat down, chatted, and had something to eat. As the house was
in an air force base, there were intermittent noises from low-flying planes.
The windows shook every time a plane flew over the house.
Rose showed us our room and we unpacked our stuff and went
back downstairs. When we returned downstairs, we saw Rose with a suitcase
standing at the door. She pointed to her tummy, which seemed normal. She said,
“I am having a baby. It is due.” We laughed because we both thought she was
joking. Cyrus smiled and asked us to
take care of the children until he got back. Our jaws dropped. It seemed
unbelievable because she did not look pregnant.
When Cyrus returned from the hospital, he said Rose would
not be delivering the baby until later that night, so he took us all for a
drive to see Wildenrath. All the houses
in the camp were similar to the one my sister and family lived in. There was a
long building where the single officers lived. We saw a clubhouse, a large
airstrip, a shopping centre, and a hospital. Further, down the street, there
were cafes and a large forested area. There was not much to see in Wildenrath
and Cyrus promised to take us to Monchengladbach in Germany, which was close to
Wildenrath. He also said that Wildenrath was close to the border and he would
take us to Holland. That was good news for Sylvia and me.
The next day, Cyrus woke us up. He told us that Rose had a
baby boy, and would come home later in the evening. God had blessed them with
two boys and one girl.
Sylvia and I helped prepare the meals that day and then we
walked around the back of the house. There was an apple tree in the backyard
and we picked apples. We also took a short walk in the neighborhood.
It was quiet and there was no one in sight. In the evening,
Cyrus took us to the hospital to bring home his wife and their handsome newborn
son.
The Royal Air Force was putting on an air show at the
airstrip the following day. Rose could not go with the young baby so she stayed
at home with the children and told us to go to the show with Cyrus. He drove us
there but had to park the car far away from the airstrip.
We walked across in our mini dresses and wedged heel shoes
to where the crowds were standing and sitting. We heard lots of hoots and
whistles and Cyrus said the officers were trying to get our attention. When we
reached the crowd lots of his friends came around and asked for introductions.
The air show began and we saw the most amazing air tactics
displayed by airplanes. “The Red Arrows” somersaulted dozens of times and Air
Force military jumped out in colourful parachutes before our eyes. It was the
most breath-taking event I ever experienced.
One night Cyrus took us to the clubhouse, which was crowded
with Air Force officers. Once again, we heard loud whistles and hoots and Cyrus
again said the officers were trying to get our attention. Many of the officers, who had not met us
before, crowded around us for introductions. Cyrus, who was a Sergeant in the
RAF, was firm with them and kept them at a distance.
I inserted a coin in a slot machine and hundreds of
Deutsche marks came tumbling out. Everyone watched in amazement. Cyrus
collected them and ordered drinks for everyone.
It was the practice of the residents of the camp to have
parties in their basements. Every night a different couple held a basement
party. We attended quite a few of those parties and they were delightful with
good music and lots to eat and drink. One night a couple invited us to a
basement party at their home. They told us it was a ‘cave-man’ style party. We
thought it had something to do with the food. When we got there, we saw
everyone dressed in ‘cave-man’ outfits. We must have looked ridiculous as
Sylvia and I were dressed in mini dresses and high heels. Despite that, we had
a merry time at the party.
My sister’s home in Wildenrath was closer to the border in
Holland than it was to other parts of Germany. Cyrus took us across the border
to discotheques in Amsterdam and sometimes to other parts of Germany. It was my
first time going to discotheques and ones in Holland and Germany at that.
Cyrus’ two friends from the RAF always joined us on these jaunts. They followed
us in their car.
The discotheques had strobe lights that flashed on and off
in time to the music. A large iridescent ball hung in the middle of the dance
floor and created a swinging atmosphere. We had fun dancing to disco music.
Cyrus’ brown eyes seemed to flash in time to the music when he was on the dance
floor. The men always ordered cognac and cola, which seemed to be the “in
thing.” I settled for the cola with no cognac.
Once on our way back home from a discotheque in Holland,
Cyrus stopped the car at a lovely park, turned on the car radio, got out of the
car, and danced in the green meadows. He was a fun-loving person.
Holland is a spectacular place. The scenery is beyond
description. The architecture of the buildings, the brightly coloured tulips,
windmills, green meadows, and the clean streets all captured my attention.
Germany is also a clean and beautiful country. I have many treasured memories
of my visits to those places. In later years, I visited Germany again and
details of all my travels are in my book Travel Memoirs with Pictures:
Exploring the World.
We had planned to
make the return voyage home by the SS Antilles, which was a popular ship in
those days. Sylvia received bad news from her family, who wanted her to return
home earlier than planned. I agreed to the change in arrangements to travel to
Trinidad by air since it would have taken almost two weeks to travel home by
ship. We had a small problem in getting a flight from Germany to London to
coincide with the date for our flight from London to Trinidad. Cyrus’s boss
arranged for us to fly to London in a Royal Air Force Jet, which was going to
London on the day we wanted to leave Germany. Travelling on that Air Force Jet
was a remarkable experience I would never forget.
With sad hearts, we left my sister, her husband, and the
children, but we left with beautiful memories of a wonderful holiday in New
York, Toronto, London, and Germany.
Brenda Mohammed
Read more in the book, MY LIFE AS A BANKER available on Amazon. CLICK HERE.
After six years of working at Barclays Bank DCO, I was advised that I was entitled to four months long leave in the following year commencing in June. After seven years of service, an employee could expect that break with full pay and a travel grant. It sounded exciting.
I told my father about my forthcoming leave and he suggested that I visit my sister and her family in Germany. He said that since the bank would bear the cost of the trip, I should make use of the opportunity.
My sister’s husband was in the Royal Air Force in Wildenrath, Germany. The Branch Manager told me he knew a girl at another branch who was also going on long leave and who needed a companion to travel.
I told him I would love to meet her. He arranged for me to meet her to discuss plans. Sylvia had relatives in New York and Toronto and friends in the United Kingdom so we added those places to our itinerary. I convinced my father to allow me to go to those other places. He suggested that we invite her to our home to have lunch, as he and my mother wanted to get to know her.
Sylvia was a very amiable young woman who had travelled before and my father liked her right away. He felt at ease that I would be in capable company and that she would be my travelling companion. When we sat down to have the meal, my father said a prayer for our safety during our trip.
I will never forget that year in early June when my father drove me to the airport. My mother and sisters accompanied us. Sylvia was at the airport with her relatives also. It was a tearful occasion for my family because I was the eighth child and it was my first trip abroad.
When Sylvia and I entered the plane, I said to myself, “Hello world. Here I come.” It was my first trip on a plane and I was very relaxed. The air hostesses served us with lots to eat and drink. It was very different in those days compared to nowadays, where they no longer serve food on a plane.
When we landed in New York at John F. Kennedy Airport, my friend’s cousin and her husband were there to greet us. I was meeting them for the first time and they were friendly. They drove us to their home in Jamaica in Queens New York.
Jamaica was a middle-class neighbourhood where many immigrants live. They had a nice home there and they gave me a separate room from Sylvia’s.
Notwithstanding, I admit I was homesick. I missed my parents, brothers, and sisters.
The following day, Sylvia’s cousin took us to the city on the bus and we went shopping. There were many bargains available. Clothes were much cheaper than in my country. I did not want to spend much money in New York though, as that was just our first stop in the itinerary. I bought one dress for my youngest sister and a few souvenirs.
When we were returning home on the bus, we had to stand, as there were no vacant seats. A woman came behind me and touched me on my shoulders. When I turned around and she saw my face, she said she was sorry. She said that from my back, she mistook me for her friend who had become a movie star. I felt flattered.
The next day the whole family went to see a fantastic musical show at the Radio City Music Hall on Broadway, and afterwards, we had dinner at a fancy restaurant. The show was fantastic and the dinner sumptuous.
Every day my friend’s cousin took us to see a new interesting place and I was enjoying our stay in New York. One day she took us to Chinatown in downtown Manhattan. It rained that day. It was crowded too. Many people were shopping. I never liked crowded places and I felt sick. After buying fish, she took us back to her home. When we returned home I became sicker, and after eating dinner, I went to bed.
The next day we boarded a flight to Toronto. I was feverish and cold and wore a sweater but that did not help me to feel better. When we landed in Toronto, it was cold and windy and I felt worse.
My friend’s brother took us to his apartment. He said the apartment was small and could only accommodate two people. He planned to stay next door with his friend. I thought it was very nice and considerate of him.
He promised to call a doctor to visit me as he saw how ill I was. He told me to lie down and rest and to cover up with a blanket. I did that and fell asleep.
When I woke up, I coughed a lot and had a swollen nose. The doctor came just as I awoke and Sylvia brought him in the bedroom to see me. She was worried about my illness. The doctor gave me an injection and tablets and told me to rest. He said I needed to stay in bed for one week as I had a bad case of the flu. My heart sank. We were staying for one week in Toronto and I had to be confined to bed. Sylvia was disappointed and so was I. We had planned to have much fun, as her brother was also a fun loving person. What a damper!
The following day I received a letter from my father. There was no electronic mail in those days. He wanted to know if I was enjoying myself. I could not hide the truth from him and I replied to him telling him I was ill with the flu and confined to bed.
His reply was quick as I received a letter from him before the end of that week. He said if I wanted to return home I should change my flight arrangements and go back home. I knew I could not do that and leave Sylvia alone so I replied to him and told him I was going ahead with our plans. It was an opportunity of a lifetime and I wanted to go through with it.
In spite of the doctor’s orders to stay in bed, I joined my friend and her brother for drives around the city in his car. We took photos at Couching Park and Yorkville and walked on Yonge Street. I could not appreciate the beauty of the city, as I was feeling too weak and ill. I did not even care to look at the shops and did not buy a souvenir there.
I was still ill when we flew to London. It was a long flight, but I slept on the plane. We arrived there early in the morning and we took a cab to the Royal Overseas League where we spent the week.
The Royal Overseas League is a non-profit Commonwealth private members’ organization, and both my friend and I became members of that League before our trip. It was a beautiful hotel with luxury accommodations overlooking Green Park in London.
We had booked a lovely spacious room for two with a Roman bathroom. The warm weather in London was like home in Trinidad. I felt better right away but still went to see a doctor. He gave me a new medication and within two days, I was as good as new.
Sylvia was happy that I was well again. We explored all the popular sites in London. Two other friends joined us. We took photos on the Bridge of the River Thames and had fun at Battersea Park. We visited the beautiful Kew Gardens, shopped on Oxford Street, and rode in the double-decker buses. The mini dress and wedged heel shoes were the latest crazes in London, and my friend and I stocked up our wardrobe with lovely mini dresses and wedge heel shoes to take back to Trinidad.
I was having a good time and was glad I did not cut the trip short to return home.
Soon the day came for our trip to Germany. We took the bus to the airport and that was a big mistake. There was a massive pile-up of traffic along the way and the bus took double the normal time to get to the airport. We missed our flight to Germany. When we arrived at the airline counter, the clerk told us that the flight had just taken off and that they would accommodate us on the next available one, which was leaving in two hours.
We had no choice but to wait, so we sat down at one of the airport restaurants and had something to eat until it was time to board. Meanwhile, my brother-in-law was waiting at the Dusseldorf airport in Germany for us. He had checked and found out we missed the first flight and would be on the next one. Soon it was boarding time.
The boarding clerk made an announcement for passengers to board the plane.
We were excited. The most significant part of our adventures was about to begin. The flight was not long and it was pleasant.
When we landed at the Dusseldorf airport our brother-in-law was there waiting for us. We apologized to him for having him wait long but he said he understood. He told us my sister was at home. She was looking forward to our arrival. I had not seen Rose in six years since she left to live in London and moved to Germany. I too could not wait to see her.
As my brother-in-law was in the Royal Air Force, they lived in the camp in Wildenrath in a beautiful two-storey- house. The weather was lovely and it was like home in Trinidad. My sister and her two children whom I had never met before were at the door to meet us.
She greeted us and hugged us. We did not notice anything different about her, except that she looked lovely in a mini dress.
The children were very nice and talkative. I met them for the first time. We sat down, chatted, and had something to eat. As the house was in an air force base, there were intermittent noises from low flying planes. The windows shook every time a plane flew over the house.
My sister showed us our room and we unpacked our stuff and went back downstairs. When we returned downstairs, we saw my sister with a suitcase standing at the door. She said, “Okay guys. I am going to the hospital.” Both my friend and I looked at her in amazement. “What is wrong with you?” I asked.
She pointed to her tummy, which seemed normal. She said, “I am having a baby. It is due.” We laughed because we both thought she was joking.
I said, “But your tummy is barely noticeable.”
She said, “It is time. I better hurry.”
My brother-in-law smiled and said, “Bye. Take care of the children. I will be right back.” Our jaws dropped. It seemed unbelievable.
When my brother-in-law returned from the hospital, he said my sister would not be delivering the baby until later that night, so he took us all for a drive to see Wildenrath.
All the houses in the camp were similar to the one my sister and family lived in. There was a long building where the single officers lived. We saw a clubhouse, a large airstrip, a shopping centre, and the hospital. Further, down the street, there were cafes and a large forested area. There was not much to see in Wildenrath and my brother-in-law promised to take us to Monchengladbach in Germany, which was close to Wildenrath. He also said that Wildenrath was close to the border and he would take us to Holland. That sounded very exciting to Sylvia and me.
The next day, my brother-in-law woke us up. He told us that my sister had a baby boy, and would come home later in the evening. God had blessed them with two boys and one girl.
Sylvia and I helped prepare the meals that day and then we walked around the back of the house. There was an apple tree in the backyard and we picked apples and ate them. We took a walk in the neighbourhood.
It was quiet and there was no one in sight. In the evening, my brother-in-law took us to the hospital to bring home his wife and their handsome new-born son.
The Royal Air Force was putting on an air show at the airstrip the following day. My sister could not go with the young baby so she stayed at home with the children and told us to go to the show with her husband. He drove us there but had to park the car far away from the airstrip.
We had to walk across in our mini dresses and wedged heel shoes to where the crowds were standing and sitting. As we were walking, we heard lots of hoots and whistles. My brother-in-law said the officers were trying to get our attention.
When we reached the crowd lots of his friends came around and asked for introductions.
The air show began and we saw the most amazing air tactics displayed by airplanes. “The Red Arrows” somersaulted dozens of times and air force military jumped out in colourful parachutes before our eyes. It was the most breath-taking event I ever experienced.
One night Cyrus took us to the clubhouse, which was crowded with Air Force officers. Once again, we heard loud whistles and hoots and Cyrus said the officers were trying to get our attention. Many of the officers, who did not meet us before, crowded around us for introductions. My brother-in-law, who was a Sergeant in the RAF, was firm with them and kept them at a distance.
I inserted a coin in a slot machine and hundreds of Deutsche marks came tumbling out.
Everyone watched in amazement. My brother-in-law collected them and ordered drinks for everyone.
It was the practice of the residents of the camp to have parties in their basements. Every night a different couple held a basement party. We attended quite a few of those parties and they were delightful with good music and lots to eat and drink.
One night a couple invited us to a basement party at their home. They told us it was a ‘cave-man’ style party. We thought it had something to do with the food. When we got there, we saw everyone dressed in ‘cave-man’ outfits.
We must have looked ridiculous to them as Sylvia and I were dressed in mini dresses and high heels. In spite of that, we had a merry time at the party.
My sister’s home in Wildenrath was closer to the border in Holland than it was to other parts of Germany.
Cyrus took us across the border to discotheques in Amsterdam and sometimes to other parts of Germany. It was my first time going to discotheques and ones in Holland and Germany at that. Cyrus’ two friends from the RAF always joined us on these jaunts. They followed us in their car.
The discotheques had strobe lights that flashed on and off in time to the music. A large iridescent ball hung in the middle of the dance floor and created a swinging atmosphere. We had fun dancing to disco music. Cyrus’ brown eyes seemed to flash in time to the music when he was on the dance floor. The men always ordered cognac and cola, which seemed to be the “in thing.” I settled for the cola with no cognac.
Once on our way back home from a discotheque in Holland, Cyrus stopped the car at a lovely park, turned on the car radio, got out of the car and danced in the green meadows. He was a fun-loving person.
Holland is a spectacular place. The scenery is beyond description. The architecture of the buildings, the brightly coloured tulips, windmills, green meadows, and the clean streets all captured my attention. Germany is also a clean and beautiful country. I have many treasured memories of my visits to those places. In later years, I visited Germany again and details of all my travels are in my book Travel Memoirs with Pictures: Exploring the World.
Sylvia and I had planned to make the return voyage home by the ss Antilles, which was a popular ship in those days. She received bad news from her family, who wanted her to return home earlier than planned. I agreed to the change in arrangements to travel to Trinidad by air since it would have taken almost two weeks to travel home by ship. We had a small problem in getting a flight from Germany to London to coincide with the date for our flight from London to Trinidad.
My brother-in-law’s boss arranged for us to fly to London in a Royal Air Force Jet, which was going to London on the day we wanted to leave Germany. Travelling on that Air Force Jet was an experience I would never forget.
With sad hearts, we left my sister, her husband, and the children, but we left with beautiful memories of a wonderful holiday in Germany.
When we returned to Trinidad my parents, brothers, and sisters gathered around me to listen to my fantastic adventures. I had much to tell them.
Although Sylvia and I had wondered about the reaction of our relatives and friends when we landed in Trinidad with mini dresses and wedged-heel shoes, we started a fashion trend. All the girls in the bank cut and hemmed their skirts and dresses to make them short.
My younger sisters loved my dresses and I shared a couple with them. My parents never commented that my dresses were too short. I still have many dreams of that trip.
The Bank changed its policies a few years later and removed long leave from its benefits, so staff members who joined later were no longer entitled to that benefit.
Read more in my book, MY LIFE AS A BANKER available on Amazon. CLICK HERE.
'%3E%3Cpath d='M15.9963 8c0 4.4179-3.5811 7.9993-7.9986 7.9993-4.4176 0-7.9987-3.5814-7.9987-7.9992 0-4.4179 3.5811-7.9992 7.9987-7.9992 4.4175 0 7.9986 3.5813 7.9986 7.9992Z' fill='url(%23paint0_linear_15251_63610)'/%3E%3Cpath d='M15.9973 7.9992c0 4.4178-3.5811 7.9992-7.9987 7.9992C3.5811 15.9984 0 12.417 0 7.9992S3.5811 0 7.9986 0c4.4176 0 7.9987 3.5814 7.9987 7.9992Z' fill='url(%23paint1_radial_15251_63610)'/%3E%3Cpath d='M7.9996 5.9081c-.3528-.8845-1.1936-1.507-2.1748-1.507-1.4323 0-2.4254 1.328-2.4254 2.6797 0 2.2718 2.3938 4.0094 4.0816 5.1589.3168.2157.7205.2157 1.0373 0 1.6878-1.1495 4.0815-2.8871 4.0815-5.159 0-1.3517-.993-2.6796-2.4254-2.6796-.9811 0-1.822.6225-2.1748 1.507Z' fill='%23fff'/%3E%3C/g%3E%3Cdefs%3E%3CradialGradient id='paint1_radial_15251_63610' cx='0' cy='0' r='1' gradientUnits='userSpaceOnUse' gradientTransform='matrix(0 7.9992 -7.99863 0 7.9986 7.9992)'%3E%3Cstop offset='.5637' stop-color='%23E11731' stop-opacity='0'/%3E%3Cstop offset='1' stop-color='%23E11731' stop-opacity='.1'/%3E%3C/radialGradient%3E%3ClinearGradient id='paint0_linear_15251_63610' x1='2.3986' y1='2.4007' x2='13.5975' y2='13.5993' gradientUnits='userSpaceOnUse'%3E%3Cstop stop-color='%23FF74AE'/%3E%3Cstop offset='.5001' stop-color='%23FA2E3E'/%3E%3Cstop offset='1' stop-color='%23FF5758'/%3E%3C/linearGradient%3E%3CclipPath id='clip0_15251_63610'%3E%3Cpath fill='%23fff' d='M-.001.0009h15.9992v15.9984H-.001z'/%3E%3C/clipPath%3E%3C/defs%3E%3C/svg%3E){kind=small}